I Love Ricky - Every minute of every day

The day was hot. I was even more miserable as we worked in the yard. Added to my misery ~ Tim had recently caught me completely off guard by suddenly moving out and telling us he plans to move to Virginia next summer with Jessie. The weeks that had just past were some of the worst in my life as what I thought I knew instantly came to an 'in-my-face' reality check.
The love of my life knew my very depressed mood was lasting way too long. This day ~ I was mowing; he was weed-eating in the back. I rode the mower around to find him. I sat screaming to get his attention and when he turned around he had his usual serious face as if nothing was different - with these 3 black-eyed susans tucked behind his ear. It was probably the first time in weeks I had smile, actually a long 'belly' laughed; not just the silliness of the flowers, but as I realized that he knew just what was needed to bring me out of the quagmire I was wallowing in. I grabbed my camera to capture this moment, least I forget that he is and always will be 'My Reason'.